Monday, September 5, 2011

Not Ready.

Im not ready for Yusuf to go to school
Im not ready to stop homeschooling
Im not ready to stop our playgroups and fieldtrips
Im not ready to sit in one classroom, and have Yusuf and Ibby in two other separate classrooms
Im not ready to have a rigid schedule
Im not ready to give up our time together
Im not ready for my baby to be in the care of someone other than me for the majority of the week
(even though his teacher happens to be a dear friend whom I love and trust)
Im not ready to wave good bye next Monday............

For those of you who dont know, Yusuf is enrolled in JK starting next Monday.  Its a great school, and Im happy with the choice.  But now reality is starting to hit me and I dont like it.